I didn’t leave. I’m still here. It took me a while to write this, but here it is. I’ve been living. And by that I mean, I am living life in its full spectrum. It would be easy to put all the blame on the eclipse and the current Mercury retrograde, but I think I am just experiencing life. For the past few weeks, I’ve been letting myself rest. I deserve it. Being a human being can be so exhausting. I feel like I’ve been playing catch up with life lately; like time is running out (even though it’s not) so I let myself entertain the feeling of drowning that came up. In all honesty, even though I know that the only way out is through, I still dread the